They died down gently after a while as bokuto held onto akaashi’s torso as akaashi left his arms fall limp as his head laid on bokuto's shoulder. They sat there embraced holding each other as hard as the could as they laughed and cried. He cried as bokuto sat up to wrap his arms around him. He just sighed and sat his face back down into his loves stomach before letting out a hearty laugh. “god you really aren't funny if thats your idea of humor.” bokuto spat.Īkaashi silenced himself as he reached for bokuto's face.Īkaashi smiled as bokuto stared at him not budging.Īkaashi sighed and smiled widder this time laughing.īokuto tried to hold onto his anger but he couldn’t. “after life obviously” bokuto said quietly still angry, head resting on akaashis stomach. “where are we?” akaashi asked, rubbing bokuto's hair. The two just sobbed together for a while finally silencing down their sobs to silence. “I could- i couldn't live without you,” akaashi said barely audible. “why couldn’t you listen.” bokuto sobbed. “kotaro” akaashis voice broke out in wails akashi leaned forward to hold the man. “k- k- kotaro?” akashi said as a question but he knew. “f- fuck!” the voice sobbed hysterically falling into akaashis chest. “i tried to prevent it! why couldnt you just have fucking listened.'' the voice broke out in sobs now dampening akaashis shirt. “w- what” he opened his eyes and saw a familiar pair staring back at him. “why! why the fuck would you do that!” the voice demanded clutching his shoulders in its hands. His eyes fluttered closed as the orb continued dragging him. He blinked softly trying to stay there but to no avail. His eyes formed as he watched the orb pull him up. Reach deep into his core frantically searching for something. His reflexes tried to kick in but he just stuck his nails into his thighs and hung.Īnd after a couple of minutes he just laid there. His body falling with it until a burning pain seared throughout his body. He began rocking the nightstand back and forth before it fell. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath in. “s-see you soon” he said looked down at his hands. He chuckled softly to himself before speaking, his voice sounded awful. He stood there in silence feeling the force pull around him.

He looked at his bed once more before pulling the noose over his head. He stood up on the nightstand before tying the makeshift noose to his ceiling fan. he couldn't stand only seeing him in dreams.Īkaashi scanned the room. He pulled his night stand towards the middle of the room.Īkaashi knew he shouldn't. The force got stronger but akaashi didn't care. He thought about how bokuto made him feel.īokuto made the world feel okay to akaashi.Įvery movement was a struggle as if an invisible force was pulling him back. Well is it really remembering if you never forgot? His voice, scratchy and painful but he couldn't stop. He just yelled until he couldn’t anymore.Ĭalming himself down from the fit he sobbed more quietly. God, bokuto, his life, the world, the universe.

Nothing more than just aimless screaming. He sobbed until his throat couldn't make any more sound. He sobbed as he felt his lungs give out causing a coughing fit. “ju- just a dre-“ a sob cut him off as he snapped at the pillow pulling it into his arms. He sat up further and looked at the pillow. He opened his eyes further to inspect the object.Īkaashi blinked some more remembering where he was. He blinked softly, opening his eyes to the stinging sunlight.Įxpecting warmth he was met with nothing. “keiji” bokuto sobbed silently as akaashi dropped into nothing.Īkaashi was greeted again by the familiar feeling of warmth on his face. He felt his essence soak through the mattress leaving his body until he was under the bed.Īkaashi?!” he asked again more frantic, reaching for the body but his hands just sunk into it as if it was just a sheet. but in all honesty akaashi couldn’t care less.Īkaashi woulc have been complete if they could of just stayed like that forever.Īkaashi felt himself being pulled down into the bed. They sat in silence bokuto's tears dampening akaashis shirt. “I am yours,” akaashi said as he squeezed the other. He wrapped his arms softly around the others figure as he slowly came down. “kotaro-“ akaashi said as he sat up to meet the trembling man's torso. “it wasn’t supposed to happen like this” he continued now aggressively rubbing his eyes. “i'm sorry you can't stay.” bokuto said now wiping his own eyes.Īkaashi eyes dried up slightly as he sat up. “in another life you could have been here.”

“no you're not, stop lying to me” akaashi sobbed. “im still here keiji” bokuto said softly. “i- i know.” bokuto said, sitting up higher. the word died coming out trembling, as if he was just realizing it now.

In another life haikyuu